second time losing control

i’ve killed myself a few times before, and i’ll kill once more…it’s late, so late. the clock says something a.m. in the morning and i’m here thinking of what i’ve done…it’s time to kill, it’s time to kill, it’s time to kill, a voice is yelling in my head. it’s time to kill yourself once more for you have failed.
we’ll give you another life, one brand new, try not to fail again. you’ve lost your time, your words, your laughter, you have to die to be reborn, the birth of man who lost his time…